On my twenty-ninth birthday, my parents walked into my apartment without knocking, the way they had walked into every part of my life. My dad had a manila folder in his hand and that smug, satisfied smile he saved for sales at Home Depot and card games he knew he’d already won. My mom didn’t bother taking off her coat.
She crossed the kitchen like she owned the lease, dropped her purse on the counter right next to the grocery-store cake I’d bought for myself, and tapped the folder as if it were the bill for my existence.
Behind them, a single candle burned on that cake, dripping wax down the side of a crooked little plastic toothpick flag—red, white, and blue bent slightly from too many years shoved in a drawer. The flame was small but stubborn.
It flickered every time the heater kicked on. My dad laughed first, a low, pleased sound that filled the room faster than cigarette smoke.
“Well,” he said, sliding the folder toward me with two fingers, “happy birthday, kiddo.
Looks like your money finally did something useful.”
My mom didn’t sit. She just smoothed the front of her blouse, eyes skimming my tiny living room like she was reviewing a hotel she wouldn’t recommend. “Your sister’s future is secured now,” she said calmly.
“You should feel good about that.”
I looked at the folder.
I looked at the candle behind them, burning itself down next to the tiny flag. I didn’t argue.
I didn’t ask why. I only asked one question in my head.
How long until they realized what they took wasn’t actually mine to lose?
I learned early that silence was easier than asking for anything. Growing up in our little two-story in Cary, North Carolina, the house always sounded like someone else’s life. Grace’s piano lessons echoing down the hallway, the clink of trophies being dusted in the living room, my mother cheering from the kitchen when a college brochure with Grace’s name on it arrived in the mail.
My father’s voice boomed with plans made for her—conservatories, internships, business ideas—always for her, never with her, and certainly never for me.
I moved around that noise like a shadow, careful not to interrupt the music of their expectations. If I came home late from my shift at the grocery store, I’d press the front door shut as quietly as possible and slide against the hallway wall so I didn’t knock down any of Grace’s framed recital photos.
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