The rain had finally stopped by the time they lowered Richard’s casket into the ground, but the sky over Milbrook, Pennsylvania, still hung the color of old bruises. The cemetery sat on a low hill at the edge of town, overlooking the same two-lane highway we’d driven a thousand times in our forty-eight years of marriage. A row of American flags fluttered over the veterans’ section, their colors muted in the October light.
Farther off, beyond the stone wall, you could see the rusted rooflines of pickup trucks parked along the gravel lane and, beyond that, bare fields and a distant water tower with MILBROOK EAGLES painted in fading blue and gold.
I stood at the graveside in my black dress—the same one I’d worn to my mother’s funeral twelve years ago—clutching my purse tight against my ribs like it might protect me from something I couldn’t see. At seventy‑one, I had buried both parents, three aunts, my older brother, and now my husband.
You’d think I’d be used to it by now. I wasn’t.
The minister droned through the final prayer in a voice I’d heard at every funeral in town since 1983.
Around me, faces I’d known for decades bowed in manufactured solemnity, heads bent under cheap black umbrellas and church hats that only came out for weddings and burials. My daughter, Anne, stood to my left, her manicured fingers occasionally brushing my elbow in what passed for comfort in our family. Her husband, Derek, lurked behind her, a tall man in a too‑sharp charcoal suit, checking his phone every thirty seconds as if a county planning commission emergency might crop up in the middle of my husband’s burial.
To my right, there was only empty space.
That was where my son should have been standing. But Michael had been gone for five years.
The police said he’d fled—disappeared three days before his trial was set to begin at the federal courthouse in Pittsburgh. Embezzlement, they’d called it.
Three million dollars missing from the construction company where he’d worked as chief financial officer.
The evidence, they’d said, was damning: forged signatures, offshore accounts in his name, email trails that led straight to him. His pregnant wife, Emma, had stood in our farmhouse living room that winter, screaming that she’d never see him again, that he’d abandoned her and their unborn child, just like the coward he’d always been. The sheriff’s cruiser lights flashed red and blue through the front windows while she hurled those words at me.
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