I Wasn’t Looking for My First Love – but When a Student Chose Me for a Holiday Interview Project, I Learned He’d Been Searching for Me for 40 Years

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I’m a 62-year-old literature teacher who thought December would be the usual routine—until a student’s holiday interview question unearthed an old story I’d buried for decades. A week later, she burst into my classroom with her phone, and everything shifted.

I’m 62F, and I’ve been a high school literature teacher for almost four decades. My life has a rhythm: hall duty, Shakespeare, lukewarm tea, and essays that breed overnight.

December is usually my favorite month.

Not because I expect miracles, but because even teenagers soften a little around the holidays.

Every year, right before winter break, I assign the same project:

“Interview an older adult about their most meaningful holiday memory.”

They groan.

They complain. Then they come back with stories that make me remember why I chose this job.

This year, quiet little Emily waited after the bell and walked up to my desk.

“Miss Anne?” she said, holding the assignment sheet like it mattered.

“Can I interview you?”

I laughed. “Oh honey, my holiday memories are boring.

Interview your grandma.

Or your neighbor. Or literally anyone who’s done something interesting.”

She didn’t flinch. “I want to interview you.”

“Why?” I asked.

She shrugged, but her eyes stayed steady.

“Because you always make stories feel real.”

That landed somewhere tender.

So I sighed and nodded.

“Fine. Tomorrow after school.

But if you ask me about fruitcake, I’ll rant.”

She smiled. “Deal.”

The next afternoon, she sat across from me in the empty classroom with her notebook open, feet swinging under the chair.

She started easy.

I gave her the safe version: my mom’s terrible fruitcake, my dad blasting carols, the year our tree leaned like it was giving up.

Emily wrote fast, like she was collecting gold.

Then she hesitated, tapping her pencil.

“Can I ask something more personal?” she said.

I leaned back.

“Within reason.”

She took a breath.

“Did you ever have a love story around Christmas? Someone special?”

That question hit an old bruise I’d spent decades avoiding.

His name was Daniel.

Dan.

We were 17, inseparable, and stupidly brave in the way only teenagers can be. Two kids from unstable families making plans like we owned the future.

“California,” he used to say, like it was a promise.

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