As my seven-year-old daughter, Lily, burst into tears, he smirked and added, “I should learn to buy real presents instead of garbage.”
I stood up slowly, wiped my daughter’s tears, and smiled at him in a way that made his wife, Vanessa, shift uncomfortably. What Derek didn’t know, as he tossed that carefully wrapped box into the kitchen garbage, was that he had just thrown away something worth more than his truck.
The Morgan family Christmas had always been held at my parents’ house in Tacoma, a modest ranch-style home filled with decades of memories and the smell of my mother’s famous honey-glazed ham. This year, like every year since Derek married Vanessa five years ago, the gathering had an undercurrent of tension that had nothing to do with holiday stress.
I had driven up from Seattle with Lily that morning, her excitement about seeing her cousins barely contained in the back seat. She clutched the gift she had helped me wrap for the family exchange, a tradition where each person brought one present to be distributed by drawing names. Lily had drawn her uncle Derek’s name, and she had been so proud to participate in the grown-up gift exchange for the first time.
“Mommy, do you think Uncle Derek will like it?” she had asked as we pulled into my parents’ driveway, passing Derek’s beat-up Ford F-150 with the rust spots he refused to fix.
“I think it’s perfect, sweetheart,” I had told her, knowing exactly what was in that box and knowing exactly how this was going to play out.
The living room was already crowded when we arrived. Derek sat in my father’s recliner like he owned it, one arm draped possessively across the back, while Vanessa perched on the armrest in a designer dress that I knew they couldn’t afford. My parents bustled around the kitchen, my mother already apologizing for the ham being too dry, even though it never was.
“Well, look who finally showed up,” Derek announced as we walked in. “Seattle, Rachel. Too important to arrive on time.”
I had left Seattle at exactly the time I said I would. We were actually ten minutes early. But Derek had been doing this for years, finding small ways to position himself as superior and me as inadequate. It was part of a pattern that stretched back to our childhood when he had been the golden child and I had been the daughter who asked too many questions and didn’t know her place.
“Hi, Derek. Vanessa,” I said evenly, setting down the casserole I had brought and helping Lily out of her coat.
“Merry Christmas, Auntie Rachel!” Derek and Vanessa’s twins, five-year-old boys named Mason and Jaden, came running over. I hugged them, genuinely happy to see my nephews, even if their father was a piece of work.
The next hour passed in the usual holiday blur of small talk and my mother’s anxiety about whether there was enough food, despite the table groaning under the weight of more dishes than twelve people could possibly eat. Derek held court from the recliner, telling stories about his contracting business that made everything sound more successful than I knew it actually was. I had seen the overdue notices when I had helped my parents with some paperwork last month—bills from Derek that they had quietly paid because family helps family.
Vanessa laughed too loud at Derek’s stories, her hand constantly touching his shoulder, his arm marking her territory. She had never liked me, sensing perhaps that I saw through the facade they presented behind the designer clothes and the constant social media posts of their perfect family. They were drowning in debt from trying to maintain an image they couldn’t afford. I knew this not because I was nosy, but because I was good at my job. Financial analysis wasn’t just about reading spreadsheets at work; it was about seeing patterns, understanding what numbers meant about human behavior. And the Morgan family finances told a clear story about my brother and his wife.
Dinner itself was peaceful enough. My mother’s ham was perfect as always, and Lily chattered happily with her cousins about what Santa might bring. Derek mentioned that he was bidding on a big commercial renovation project, one that would set them up for the whole year if it came through. Vanessa nodded enthusiastically, already planning aloud what they would do with the money. I said nothing, just cut my ham and listened.
The gift exchange would come after dessert, as it always did. My father brought out the Santa hat we used for drawing names, each person’s name written on a folded piece of paper inside. Lily bounced with excitement as the hat made its way around the circle.
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