I used to get forgotten on December twenty‑fifth so often that I finally stopped reminding them the holiday existed. This year, I bought myself peace. On paper, it was an old stone manor in upstate New York, tucked outside a postcard town called Glenn Haven, where the streets were lined with flag‑draped porches and the diner still handed you a bottomless mug of coffee.
In reality, it was a four‑acre no‑contact order built out of limestone, iron, and my entire savings.
They think I bought this place just to live in it. They are wrong.
I bought this estate to finally end their game of forgetting me. My name is Clare Lopez.
At thirty‑five, I’d become a statistician of my own misery, calculating the probability of parental affection with the same cold detachment I brought to my work at Hian Risk and Compliance, a Manhattan firm whose offices overlook lower Broadway and the Statue of Liberty, as if patriotism could be itemized on a balance sheet.
In my profession, we deal in the currency of liability and exposure. We tell massive American conglomerates which safety corners they can cut without getting sued into oblivion, and which hairline cracks in the foundation will eventually bring the whole structure downs. It’s a job that requires a certain numbness—an ability to look at a disaster and see only paperwork.
It was a skill set I’d unknowingly been honing since I was seven years old.
The first year my parents “forgot” me, they forgot to set a place for me at the Christmas dinner table. Back then, we lived in a colonial‑style house in Westport, Connecticut—picture‑perfect clapboard, a wreath on every window, the sort of place that looked like it should be on the front of a Hallmark card.
My father, Graham Caldwell, worked in commercial real estate in Manhattan. My mother, Marilyn, stayed home and floated through charity luncheons and PTA meetings like a suburban minor celebrity.
My younger brother Derek—two years younger but ten times louder—was the sun everything revolved around.
That year, the house smelled like roast beef and rosemary and the cinnamon candles my mother bought at the mall. Relatives filled the dining room, their laughter echoing down the polished hallway. I sat on the stairs, clutching a plastic reindeer I’d pulled from my stocking that morning, watching them eat.
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