The gate agent’s voice echoed through the terminal, cheerful and routine. “We’re now boarding all passengers for Flight 1847 to San Diego. Please have your boarding passes ready.”
I stood with Daniel, Amanda, and Sophia near the gate entrance, watching other families gather their belongings and form an orderly line.
Our family was about to board together for a week-long California vacation—beach days, zoo visits, Legoland adventures with Sophia. At least, that’s what I’d believed until that moment, standing in the fluorescent brightness of Gate 47 with my carry-on at my feet and my heart beginning to understand what my mind didn’t want to accept. Daniel held all four boarding passes fanned out in his hand like playing cards in some cruel game.
I could see them clearly—the familiar airline logo, the black bars of the barcodes, the bold “GROUP A” designation we’d all received. But something was profoundly wrong. The energy had been off all morning, I realized now, though I’d tried to ignore it.
In the car during the forty-minute drive to the airport, when Daniel had been unusually quiet and Amanda had kept her eyes fixed on her phone. Through security, when Amanda had moved through the line ahead of me without waiting, without the casual family togetherness I’d expected. During our forty-minute wait at the gate, when they’d stood apart from me, having whispered conversations I couldn’t hear, exchanging looks I wasn’t meant to understand.
Amanda stood slightly apart from me, her body angled toward Daniel and Sophia, creating a triangle that deliberately excluded me. Daniel avoided my eyes, looking at his phone, at the boarding passes, at the gate agent, anywhere but at me. Sophia kept reaching for my hand, but Amanda kept pulling her closer, redirecting her attention.
“Mommy, I want to sit with Grandma on the plane,” Sophia said, her four-year-old voice carrying in the quiet gate area. “We’ll see, sweetie. Let’s just get through boarding first.”
The gate agent called Group A—our group.
I’d seen the boarding passes when Daniel printed them that morning. All four of us were Group A. I stepped forward with my carry-on, ready to board.
Daniel finally looked at me, and in that look I saw everything: discomfort, guilt, reluctance. He didn’t want me here. Or more accurately, Amanda didn’t want me here, and he wasn’t going to fight it.
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