MY SISTER GOT A BRAND-NEW $117K LEXUS LX FOR CHRISTMAS WITH A MASSIVE GOLD BOW. I GOT A $5 MUG. M…
I didn’t plan on ruining Christmas, but when the gold bow glimmered under the living room lights in our Columbus, Ohio split-level and the keys to a $17,000 Lexus LX dangled from my sister’s perfectly manicured fingers, something inside me finally snapped into place.
Not shattered, not broken, just… aligned.
She screamed. Mom clapped.
Dad recorded the whole thing on his phone for Facebook, walking around to get every angle like he was directing some heartwarming commercial. And me?
I unwrapped a ceramic mug with hard work pays off printed crookedly across the front, like even the font couldn’t be bothered to show up straight for me.
Mom smirked. “Be grateful,” she said. “Life is fair.”
Fair.
She actually used that word.
I stared at the mug like it was a joke missing its punchline. The room felt suddenly too bright, the twinkle lights on the tree like tiny spotlights aimed right at my face.
They waited for me to laugh. I didn’t.
People assume resentment grows loud.
They picture slammed doors, screaming matches, broken dishes on kitchen floors. Mine didn’t. It grew quiet.
Sharp.
Precise. Like a scalpel.
My sister Liza was the chosen one from the beginning. Honor student, beauty queen, Mom’s pride.
Blonde, blue-eyed, the kind of girl teachers and neighbors described as “a ray of sunshine.”
I was the placeholder.
Brown hair, brown eyes, no pageant trophies, no honor cords. Good enough to be useful, but never enough to be valued. Every achievement of mine was expected.
Every achievement of hers was celebrated.
When I got into community college on a scholarship, Dad said, “Good. That’s what people like us are supposed to do.
Work hard.” When Liza got into Ohio State, they threw her a backyard party with a banner and catered food and a Polaroid wall. I didn’t hate her.
That would have been easier.
I hated what I represented to them. Nothing essential. Nothing irreplaceable.
The person you call when your tire’s flat, when your card declines, when your roof leaks.
The one no one ever thanks out loud. But I stayed because families are supposed to be messy and loyal and complicated.
That’s what all the shows say, what all the holiday cards imply. I learned the hard way: some families are just messy.
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