Part One – The Funeral in Ohio
My name is Captain Demi James, United States Army, thirty‑eight years old, and today I am standing completely alone at my father’s funeral in Ohio.
The drizzle has been falling all morning, a thin, cold curtain over the military cemetery. My dress blues are perfectly pressed, my back ramrod straight, my shoes polished so hard that even the cemetery mud can’t quite dull their shine. On my chest, rows of metal ribbons catch what little light filters through the clouds.
Inside my chest, my heart feels like it’s splintering.
The bugle begins to play taps, that slow, aching melody that every American military family recognizes as sacred. Heads bow. Hands move to hearts. This should be the purest moment of respect for my father, a veteran who gave his life in service to this country.
Instead, I hear the sharp, self‑important click of stilettos on stone.
Vanessa.
My older sister sweeps toward me like she’s walking a red carpet instead of approaching a grave. Her black designer dress plunges far deeper than is appropriate for a funeral, a cloud of expensive perfume spilling around her and swallowing the gentle scent of the white lilies set beside my father’s casket.
She doesn’t spare the framed photo of Dad a single glance. Her gaze slides over the crowd, checking who’s watching her, who’s admiring the way the dress hugs her curves.
Then she steps in close, angling her body so anyone watching will think she’s comforting me.
“Poor Demi,” she murmurs, lips curving in a sympathetic smile that never reaches her eyes. “You look so stiff in that uniform. No wonder Darren said being with you felt like hugging a board.”
Her hand smooths an imaginary wrinkle from my lapel.
“Men want softness,” she adds, her voice dipped in sugar. “Not a commander in boots.”
Each word hits like a jab to the ribs.
I keep my eyes on the horizon. A soldier does not break in front of the enemy. Not on a battlefield, and not at her father’s grave.
Vanessa keeps going.
“Thirty‑eight,” she sighs. “No husband. No kids. Just these cold little medals on your chest. Dad must have been so sad to see you end up like this.”
I feel my hand tighten inside my white glove, nails digging into my palm until it stings. I want to shout that my life is more than my marital status, that my father was proud of me—but my throat is locked.
Then I hear another sound that shouldn’t belong at a funeral: the low purr of a luxury engine.
Darren.
He steps out of a rented Mercedes S‑Class like he’s arriving at a gala. His suit is just a little too glossy, his silk tie a little too expensive for the occasion, his smile too bright for a man walking into a field of flags and headstones.
He walks straight toward me—not to offer condolences, but to gloat.
“Demi,” he says with that careful, patronizing tone he used to reserve for waiters who brought him the wrong drink. “Still at that middle‑of‑nowhere base near Seattle? JBLM, right?”
He chuckles softly.
“It’s a shame. If you’d learned to be a bit softer back then, maybe you’d be enjoying life like Vanessa is now.”
He looks at me the way people look at a stray dog shivering on the side of an American highway in the rain—half pity, half relief that it’s not them.
He drapes an arm around Vanessa’s waist, pulling her close. Together they pose, the glittering couple in their sleek clothes and perfect smiles, framed by my grief and my father’s flag‑draped casket.
The worst part isn’t them. It’s the family.
My aunts and uncles, the same people who once bragged about me graduating from West Point and serving my country, now hover around Vanessa like she’s the guest of honor.
“Vanessa did so well for herself,” one aunt whispers loudly enough that I can hear. “Such a lucky girl.”
They coo over the oversized diamond on her finger, not knowing it’s propped up by a mountain of credit card debt. All they see is the sparkle.
All they see when they look at me is a uniform and an empty ring finger.
I stand rooted beside the casket, the rain soaking into my cap, my gloves, my bones. I feel like a stranger at my own father’s farewell.
Silently, I repeat the only thing keeping me from falling apart:
“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil.”
I hold on to the words like a lifeline.
Darren walks over to the memorial table and opens the guest book. He pulls a glossy black pen from the inside pocket of his suit—Montblanc, gold clip, the same one he used to flaunt in restaurants.
He signs his name with a flourish, tilting the pen so that it catches the gray light.
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