I did not shed a tear when my mother said they would miss my graduation for a resort trip with my sister. I simply asked if they preferred the live stream link or photos later. My father asked if I understood, and I said I did because I understood. I altered one line on the university paperwork. By the time the announcer invited my parents to stand, my folks were holding cocktails three hundred meters away. They dropped them.
My name is Aurora Hill. I am twenty-three years old, and until last Tuesday, I was the daughter of Robert and Linda Hill. I suppose biologically I still am, but biology is a weak tether when the emotional line has been severed with a pair of rusty shears. I live in a town called Marlin Bay, a place that looks beautiful on postcards but feels suffocating when you are the one trying to breathe inside of it. I attend, or rather I am about to graduate from, Lake View State University. The degree I earned there is in communications, but my real education came from the eight minutes and forty-five seconds I spent on the phone with my parents three days before the ceremony.
The kitchen of my small apartment was quiet. The refrigerator hummed its low electric drone, a sound that usually faded into the background, but in that moment felt deafening. My phone sat on the laminate counter, speaker on, vibrating slightly with the resonance of my mother’s voice.
“Aurora, honey, you know how proud we are,” she said. Her voice had that specific pitch she used when she was asking for a favor that was actually a demand. It was a soft, breathy tone designed to make you feel guilty for even thinking about saying no. “It is just that Sloan is in a really bad place right now. A really dark place.”
Sloan is my older sister. Sloan is always in a place. Usually, that place is the center of the universe, but currently, it was apparently a dark pit of despair because her on-again, off-again boyfriend had broken up with her for the fourth time in two years.
“We understand that graduation is a big milestone,” my father chimed in. His voice was deeper, more pragmatic—the voice of a man who believed he was negotiating a business deal rather than cancelling on his youngest daughter. “But we found this last-minute package for the Sapphire Coast Resort. It is an all-inclusive wellness retreat. The therapist recommended a change of scenery for your sister immediately. We leave tomorrow morning.”
I stood there staring at a stain on the linoleum floor. It looked like a map of a country that did not exist. I waited for the punchline. I waited for them to say that they would fly back for the ceremony, or that Dad would stay behind while Mom took Sloan. I waited for the negotiation.
“The ceremony is on Saturday,” I said. My voice sounded flat, unrecognizable to my own ears. “That is in three days.”
“We know, sweetheart,” Mom said, and I could hear the rustle of packing tissue in the background. She was already folding clothes. She was already gone. “But the flight schedules just do not align. If we do not take this booking now, we lose the deposit. And you know how expensive these places are. We are talking two thousand dollars just to hold the suite. We cannot just throw two thousand dollars away.”
They could not throw two thousand dollars away on a deposit, but they could throw away four years of my life. I had worked two jobs to pay my tuition. I had taken the early morning shifts at the campus coffee shop and the late-night shifts at the library. I had applied for every grant, every scholarship, every financial aid opportunity available at Lake View State. I had done it so I would not be a burden. I had done it so they could focus on Sloan. And now, at the finish line, the burden was not the money. The burden was my presence.
“So you are not coming.” I stated it; it was not a question.
“It is not that we do not want to,” Dad said, a hint of impatience creeping in now. He hated when I made things difficult. He hated when I did not play the role of the easy child. “It is a crisis. Aurora, your sister’s mental health is a priority. You are strong. You have always been the independent one. We know you understand.”
I did understand. That was the problem. I understood perfectly. I understood that in the hierarchy of the Hill family, Sloan’s whims were emergencies and my achievements were inconveniences. I understood that my graduation was merely a calendar notification they could swipe away to make room for a spa weekend. I did not cry. That surprised me. I expected the sting of tears, the lump in the throat, the desperate plea for them to love me enough to show up. But there was nothing, just a cold spreading numbness, like I had been injected with local anesthetic.
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