After eight years of infertility, I thought the hardest part of becoming a mother was behind me when my husband and I brought home a quiet 10-year-old girl named Lily. Then one awkward family dinner turned into the first crack in a story none of us were supposed to uncover.
My husband and I spent eight years trying to have a child.
Eight years of tests, appointments, hormones, hope, and disappointment. By the end of it, I was tired in a way that had settled into my bones. I stopped buying baby clothes I used to hide in the back of drawers. I stopped letting myself picture a little face at our table. It hurt less when I stopped imagining.
That was how we started the foster-to-adopt process.
Then one night, after another failed round and another dinner eaten in near silence, my husband Ben looked at me and said, “What if our child is already out there waiting for us?”
That was how we started the foster-to-adopt process.
By the time we visited the children’s home, we had already done the classes, the home study, the interviews, the background checks. The visit was supposed to be one step in a long process.
Instead, it changed my life.
Then I saw one girl sitting by the window.
Ben and I brought toys and treats for all the kids. The younger ones rushed us right away. They wanted the stuffed animals, the candy, the attention. Ben was laughing. I was trying not to cry.
Then I saw one girl sitting by the window.
She was older than the others. Ten years old. Quiet. Alert. Hands folded neatly in her lap.
I walked over and crouched beside her. “Hey, sweetheart. Don’t you want to pick something?”
What happened next changed everything… FULL STORY on the next page.
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