My daughter Kimber unplugged the space heater in my bedroom on the coldest night of January, wound the cord around her hand the way you coil a garden hose in October, and carried it out to the trunk of her car while I was asleep down the hall with a hip that was still six weeks out from surgery. Then she came back inside for the remote, because she knew the wall unit had been broken since October and the space heater was the only thing standing between me and a bedroom that dropped into the forties by 3 AM.
I did not know it was her. Not that night. I woke at some hour I never bothered to check, teeth actually chattering, reaching across the nightstand for a remote that was not there, patting the dark like a woman feeling for a light switch in a house she has lived in for twenty-six years and should not need to feel for anything. My hip screamed at me for the effort of sitting up. I lay back down under two quilts and my late husband’s old canvas barn coat, which I still keep folded at the foot of the bed for reasons I could not have explained to anyone at the time, and I shook until the gray light came up over the hay barn, and I told myself the heater had simply tripped a breaker, the way old farmhouse wiring sometimes does. It would be six more days before I had any proof of what actually happened in that hallway, and whose hands had done it, but I want to tell you now, up front, so you are not waiting the way I had to wait: it was my own daughter, and she had a buyer already lined up for this farm before she ever touched that plug.
My name is Rosamund. I am forty-eight years old. I have lived on sixty acres of Black River bottom ground eleven miles outside Poplar Bluff, Missouri, for twenty-six of those years, in a house my husband Tuck’s grandfather built with his own hands and a house Tuck and I raised our only child in. Tuck died thirteen months ago, on a morning so cold the water trough had frozen a full inch thick overnight, breaking ice for the cattle at five in the morning the way he’d done every winter of his life, and his heart simply stopped while he stood there with the maul still in his hands. A neighbor found him an hour later. I have not, in the thirteen months since, been able to stand at that trough without my chest going tight, and I have not, until this January, been able to imagine that the cold that took my husband would ever be turned into a weapon against me by the daughter we made together.
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