The dried flower in Tina’s hand came from her wedding bouquet, but she held it like evidence when I reached my son’s porch. Shawn blocked me for 13 days. Then Tina unfolded a cemetery record, and I knew where she’d tried to leave the flower and why a promise from 20 years ago had followed her there.
Shawn was six when his father died.
For most of his life after that, I had been the person he called first.
When he was 13, he called because he’d gotten into a fight at school.
At 19, because his car wouldn’t start.
A few years ago, because he’d met a woman named Tina and wanted to know whether wearing a blue shirt on their first date made him look “like somebody’s accountant.”
“You are somebody’s accountant,” I reminded him.
“That’s not the point, Mom.”
Even after he proposed to Tina, Sunday dinner remained ours unless they had plans. Tina often came too, bringing dessert and swatting Shawn’s hand when he tried to steal frosting before dinner.
I never felt replaced by her.
That was why what happened after their wedding made no sense.
***
The morning after the ceremony, I texted them.
“Congratulations again. Don’t call me until at least noon. Married people deserve to sleep in.”
Two days later, I called Shawn.
Voicemail.
By Friday, my texts no longer showed as delivered.
I tried Tina.
Same thing.
For 13 days, I replayed the reception.
Had I embarrassed him during my toast?
Talked too long?
Said something careless to Tina’s parents?
Once, I opened the photograph Shawn had texted me from his father’s grave that morning. I stared at it until the screen dimmed, then locked my phone without letting myself finish the thought.
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