My wife d.ied giving birth to our rainbow baby. Even now, three years later, the words feel unreal when I say them. She was smiling through the pain, squeezing my hand, whispering, “He’s going to be okay,” right up until the moment everything went wrong.
One second, monitors were steady. The next, alarms screamed and doctors rushed in, pushing me back against the wall. They saved our son.
They couldn’t save her. Liam was born too early, too small, his chest fluttering like it wasn’t sure it wanted to keep going. They took him straight to the NICU, and I was left alone in a hallway that smelled of disinfectant and grief, staring at a floor I couldn’t bring myself to stand up from.
I remember sliding down the wall and sobbing into my hands, choking on guilt and terror. I didn’t know how to be a father without her. I didn’t know how to survive that kind of loss.
That was when an old nurse sat down beside me. She didn’t rush. She didn’t say platitudes.
She just wrapped her arms around me the way my mother used to when I was a child and whispered, “Don’t give up. Your baby needs you.”
I don’t even remember her face clearly. Just her warmth.
Her voice. The way she stayed until my breathing slowed. Liam fought for weeks.
Tubes. Machines. Setbacks that nearly broke me.
But every time I felt myself slipping, I remembered those words. Don’t give up. So I didn’t.
And one miraculous morning, I carried my son out of the NICU and into the sunlight. Three years later, on an ordinary afternoon, I saw her again. She was older than I remembered, walking slowly through a park, a little girl balanced on her hip.
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