The last place I expected my past to catch up with me was at the Preakness Stakes, somewhere between the champagne bar and the VIP lawn. Then I saw the man who broke my heart standing beside a young girl who looked unsettlingly familiar.
I had not seen Ryan in 22 years.
Not since the night he vanished from my life so cleanly, it made me question whether I had imagined the whole relationship.
One week, we were picking wedding linens and arguing about whether we needed a string quartet, and the next, he was gone. We did not fight or disagree.
He left my engagement ring in a velvet box on my apartment counter and a note that said, “I am sorry. I cannot explain this the way you deserve.”
So when I saw him at the Preakness Stakes, standing near the VIP lounge in a navy suit with silver at his temples and a drink in his hand, I honestly thought my brain had glitched.
I stopped walking.
My friend Dana, who had dragged me there for “one glamorous Saturday before we both become complete hermits,” almost walked into me.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
I could barely breathe. “That man.”
She followed my stare. “Which one?”
“The one in the navy suit.”
My mouth had gone dry. “I was engaged to him.”
Dana snapped her head toward me. “What?”
But I barely heard her, because Ryan looked up.
And our eyes met.
For one horrible second, I was 25 again.
I could feel the old version of myself rushing back: hopeful, stupid, in love, and waiting for answers that never came.
She looked about 21, maybe 22. Her blonde hair was pulled back under a cream fascinator. She had a slim build and an elegant posture.
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