The first thing I saw was the blue glow of my phone cutting through the dark. It was 3:17 a.m. in Chicago.
My apartment was so quiet I could hear the radiator ticking behind the wall and the low, steady hum of my refrigerator. Outside, Lake Michigan wind rattled the old windows like a restless hand. Inside, my phone vibrated again on the nightstand, skittering a few inches across the wood.
Fifty missed calls. The notification banner at the top of the lock screen was a wall of panic stacked in tiny white letters. Pickup.
Emergency. Police. Answer the damn phone, Madeline.
Every message was from some combination of Mom, Dad, my brother Paul, or my sister Monica. My full name in all caps stared back at me like a subpoena. They expected me to fix it.
They always did. I lay there for a heartbeat, staring at the blue light on my skin, feeling that old, familiar tug in my chest. The same rope they had used my whole life.
Guilt braided with obligation, knotted tight around my throat. Then the phone buzzed again, insistently, like it knew exactly what it could make me do if it just screamed a little louder. I reached for it with a hand that wasn’t entirely steady.
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Six hours earlier, I had been sitting on this same couch in this same small one–bedroom Chicago apartment, telling myself that this time, finally, I was out. I had made it a whole forty–eight hours without answering any of their calls. That alone felt like a miracle.
The only sound in the room had been the quiet purr of the fridge and the soft crackle from the old heating pipes. I’d turned off the TV after ten minutes. I didn’t need noise.
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