I bought a secret Bahamas estate after years of exclusion. My sister saw the pictures and demanded:
“We are moving in!”
I just sipped my tea and replied:
“Sorry. It’s out of your league.”
The silence in my apartment was usually my sanctuary, the quiet space where I created worlds and voices for other people.
But that Tuesday, the silence felt incredibly heavy, suffocating and thick with a fever that had been burning through my system for three long days. I was 42 years old, completely alone and curled up on my sofa, wrapped in two thick blankets, shivering violently despite the thermostat being pushed all the way up to 75°. My throat felt like it had been scrubbed raw with steel wool and my head pounded with a relentless rhythm that made just opening my eyes a deliberate, painful effort.
I reached for my phone on the coffee table. I didn’t want to work. I simply needed to distract myself from the deep throbbing aches in my joints.
I just wanted to see something mindless. A recipe video, a cat meme, literally anything to pass the time until the next dose of ibuprofen finally kicked in and offered me some relief. My thumb hovered over the social media icon.
I hesitated. I knew I shouldn’t look. I knew, historically speaking, that opening that particular app during a holiday week was an act of emotional self-sabotage.
But the fever made me weak, and human curiosity is an incredibly cruel instinct. I tapped the screen. The first image that loaded onto my feed was a hideous, sun-drenched nightmare.
It was a group selfie. The water behind them was that impossible crystalline blue that you only ever see in heavily edited travel brochures for the Maldives or Bora Bora. There was a massive white yacht gleaming brightly under the tropical sun.
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