The pain hit me so hard I dropped the tray. Coffee splashed across the counter in a dark wave, ceramic mugs shattered against tile, and I had to grip the edge of the bakery display case just to keep myself from collapsing right there on the floor. For a second, everything around me—the rhythmic hum of the espresso machine, the cheerful chatter of the morning rush, the warm scent of cinnamon rolls and sourdough—blurred into a wall of meaningless noise. But the pain, that was sharp and immediate and real, like someone had reached inside my abdomen and twisted my organs into a knot.
“Naen, you okay back there?” My manager Julia called out from the register, concern threading through her voice.
I forced a smile, wiping sweat from my upper lip with the back of my hand. “Just a cramp,” I lied, my voice steadier than I felt. “Didn’t eat much breakfast this morning.”
It wasn’t the first time I’d said that. And it wasn’t remotely true. This wasn’t a cramp from skipping breakfast or drinking too much coffee or standing on my feet for six hours straight. For weeks—maybe months if I was being honest—the ache in my stomach had been growing progressively worse, starting as a dull throb after meals that I could ignore, then evolving into sharp, stabbing sensations that left me breathless and dizzy.
But I kept going. I couldn’t afford not to.
At twenty-seven years old, working part-time at Sweet Haven Bakery didn’t come with health insurance. Between rent for my studio apartment, groceries, student loan payments, and the money I contributed to utilities at my parents’ house because they’d asked and I’d never learned to say no, doctor visits were a luxury I couldn’t justify. I tried everything I could afford: generic pain relievers from the drugstore, heating pads pressed against my side until the fabric scorched, peppermint tea like my grandmother used to make me when I was little. Nothing touched the pain. So I worked through it, smiled through it, hid it behind a cheerful customer service voice until I physically couldn’t anymore.
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