“There’s an orphanage about half a mile from here. This little guy, his name’s Jake, has been running away from it at night. We think he used to visit the previous owner of this house, Mr.
Nolan.”
My heart twisted at the mention of the old man’s name.
Lauren had spoken kindly of him when I moved in, describing him as a gentle soul who loved crossword puzzles and feeding the neighborhood cats.
But I felt bad, that for the briefest moment, I had thought he had done something illegal…
“How did he get in here?” I asked, glancing at the basement walls.
The taller officer pointed to a small metal hatch embedded in the corner of the room. It looked ancient and rusted, almost like an afterthought.
“We think Jake’s been using this,” the officer explained. “The lock’s broken, and it leads to an underground storm drain that runs under the street.
Jake probably discovered it on one of his nightly escapes.”
Jake nodded, his face lighting up slightly.
“Grandpa Nolan always left it unlocked for me. He made me peanut butter sandwiches and read me stories about pirates. He said I could stay as long as I wanted.”
The officers exchanged a look, and I felt my chest tighten.
They took Jake back to the shelter that day.
As I watched the patrol car pull away, I couldn’t stop thinking about his small, dirty hands and the way his voice cracked.
“Don’t make me go back,” he had said.
The next morning, I found myself at the shelter’s front desk.
“You must be here about Jake,” the woman behind the desk said, smiling warmly.
“He’s been talking about you. Said you live in his old hiding spot.”
The words hit me like a wave. I followed her to the playroom, where Jake sat on the floor, building a tower of blocks.
When he looked up and saw me, his face broke into a grin.
“Hi,” he said shyly.
“Hi, Jake,” I said. “I’m Willa.”
He reached for my hand without hesitation, and something inside me shifted. For hours, we played board games, built LEGO castles, and read a book about pirates.
By the end of the afternoon, I didn’t want to leave.
“Do you think…
I could come back tomorrow?” I asked the woman at the desk as I was leaving.
She smiled knowingly.
“Jake needs this,” she said. “He’s a sweet and timid little boy, which has made him the target of some of the older boys. I don’t think they’re trying to be horrible, it’s just that these kids…
they’ve seen some stuff. Their lives are… you know.”
I nodded.
“I can’t imagine any of it,” I said.
For weeks, I visited Jake daily, sometimes taking baked goods or books or toys.
Every moment with him felt like a balm on a wound I hadn’t realized was still bleeding.
I learned about his favorite foods (chocolate-covered donuts and mac and cheese), his favorite color (green), and his favorite bedtime stories (anything with pirates).
One evening, as I drove home, I caught myself thinking about Jake.
I could be a mother to him.
I’d spent so many years grieving the children I couldn’t have that I hadn’t allowed myself to imagine a different kind of family. But Jake needed someone.
And maybe, just maybe, I needed him too.
Months later, after a whirlwind of paperwork, home inspections, and sleepless nights, Jake walked through the front door of my rented house.
Not as a visitor, but as my son.
“Welcome home, baby,” I said.
Jake grinned, his arms wrapping tightly around my neck.
“Can we read the pirate book again?”
“Of course, we can,” I said. “And I made you some pirate ship cookies!”
We curled up on the couch, the same blanket from the basement now freshly washed and draped over both of us.
As I held him close, I realized something…
Life has a way of giving you what you need, even when you’ve stopped believing it’s possible.
I’d rented this house to heal. I never imagined it would bring me the one thing I thought I’d lost forever.
A family.
My family.
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