When I was 5, my mom left me with my grandmother because her husband didn’t want children. Twenty years later, she returned, pleading for forgiveness

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When she showed up at my apartment days later, knocking and shouting my name, I sat silently until she gave up and left. I felt better when she wasn’t around. So, one night, I took the shoebox of drawings to the dumpster behind my building.

As I threw it in, I remembered something Grandma Rose once told me:

“You are a strong, capable young woman, Alexa. Never forget your worth.”

She was right, so I chose not to be part of whatever Evelyn had planned. I wouldn’t be part of her life either.

I was choosing myself.