I always thought family was supposed to mean safety, love, and belonging. For most of my life, though, those words felt more like fairy tales than reality. My mother made sure of that.
She had two children, me and my younger brother, Julian.
From the moment he was born, I knew my place in her heart had shifted. Or maybe it had never really been there at all.
Growing up, it was obvious Julian could do no wrong. When he spilled juice on the carpet, my mother laughed and called him “playful.” When I accidentally knocked over a vase while dusting, she scolded me for being “careless” and told me I’d never learn.
He was praised for bringing home average grades, showered with gifts for simply existing, while I worked myself ragged to earn top marks, only to be told, “That’s what’s expected of you.”
I remember one Christmas when I was about twelve.
My mother bought Julian a brand-new bicycle with all the bells and whistles. The thing gleamed under the lights of the tree like something out of a commercial. For me?
She handed me a sweater two sizes too big and in a color she knew I hated.
“You’ll grow into it,” she said flatly before turning back to fawn over Julian as he rode circles in the living room. That sweater hung in my closet for years, untouched, a silent reminder of where I stood in her world.
My father had passed away when I was six, so there was no buffer, no one to balance her favoritism. He’d been kind and warm, always slipping me an extra cookie after dinner or cheering at my smallest achievements.
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