I was 17 when I started counting down the days until my 18th birthday. Not because I was excited to be an adult, but because I knew that was the day I could finally leave.
My name’s Ryan, and I grew up in a house that looked picture perfect from the outside—two-story, white shutters, a big oak tree in the front yard—but inside it always felt like I was breathing someone else’s air, like I was a guest in a home that didn’t want me.
My brother, Mason, is two years younger than me, and somehow he’s always been the golden boy. I don’t mean that in a petty older-brother kind of way. I mean he could literally crash the family car into the mailbox and they’d ask if he was feeling okay. Meanwhile, I once forgot to vacuum before dinner and got grounded for a week.
Growing up, I learned to live quietly. I didn’t want to give them a reason to get angry. I’d hear the tone in my dad’s voice change when I walked into a room—tight, clipped—like I was a problem that hadn’t been solved yet.
My mom wasn’t much better. She didn’t yell, but she had this way of looking right through me, like I was someone else’s kid who wandered into the wrong house.
Mason, though—he had that effortless smile, the easy charm, and a way of always being in the right place at the right time. He was the miracle baby after a series of miscarriages. He was the one who made it. I think my parents decided right then and there that he was special and everything else just faded.
Still, I tried. I got good grades. I stayed out of trouble. I worked part-time stocking shelves at the grocery store to save for college, because I already knew they weren’t going to help.
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